Amazing!

So, I was talking to a friend today about how amazing this whole pregnancy has been, but how sad I am for Benji. As wierd as it may sound, I feel bad for him that he will never be able to experience what I am going through. I know God didn't create men to "experience" pregnancy. I know that Benji is still such a huge part of this time, but he will never feel what I am feeling. To know that you have this little tiny life inside of you, to be able to feel him when he moves, to see him on the ultrasound and know that what you are looking at is actually happening in real time; Benji will never know that feeling.
It is amazing. I am halfway today. 20 weeks. It is exciting and sad at the same time. I feel so incredibly blessed. I am amazed everytime I feel something move in me. I am so excited every time I get busy and stop and remember I am pregnant. I am responsible for this little tiny innocent being in me. God trusted me to carry one of his own. How incredible. God is so good.